(John 20:19‑31
NRSV) When it was evening on that day,
the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had
met were locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said,
"Peace be with you." {20} After he said this, he showed them his
hands and his side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. {21}
Jesus said to them again, "Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me,
so I send you." {22} When he had said this, he breathed on them and said
to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit. {23} If you forgive the sins of any,
they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained."
{24} But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them
when Jesus came. {25} So the other disciples told him, "We have seen the
Lord." But he said to them, "Unless I see the mark of the nails in
his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side,
I will not believe." {26} A week later his disciples were again in the
house, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and
stood among them and said, "Peace be with you." {27} Then he said to
Thomas, "Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and
put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe." {28} Thomas answered him,
"My Lord and my God!" {29} Jesus said to him, "Have you believed
because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come
to believe." {30} Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples,
which are not written in this book. {31} But these are written so that you may
come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through
believing you may have life in his name.
Today we
continue our journey through the Book of
Joy, this morning we look at the pillar of forgiveness.
The reality
is you're going to be hurt in life.
by things people say about you,
by things people do to you,
even by things that people think about
you.
Some of
these hurts are still fresh because many of you have been hurt very deeply.
My message
this morning is pretty simple.
First, we're
going to look at "Why in the world should I ever forgive anybody who hurts
me?"
And then
we're going to look at how we can learn to forgive.
Because until
we learn to forgive (and be forgiven) we will never fully experience JOY.
Let me share
with you a couple of reasons why we should forgive others.
1. BECAUSE GOD HAS FORGIVEN YOU
This to me
is the most important thing I will say today.
God has
already forgiven you.
The problem
is, I am not sure that we really believe in a God who is willing to forgive us.
I want God to forgive me
But I am not so sure I want God to
forgive the person who hurt me.
We tend to believe
in a God who wants JUSTICE, and justice for most of us means that a price must
be paid.
So if
someone wrongs us --- a price must be paid.
At the very least they have to be sorry.
But
throughout the New Testament, the message of Jesus is we must forgive (period!)
Not forgive if they ask
Not forgive if they are sorry
JUST FORGIVE
In Ephesians
4:32 Paul writes:
"Be
kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ
God forgave you."
But if I
don't really believe that God has already forgive me
I'm going to have a tough time
forgiving anyone else.
If you are
one of the people who have a hard time forgiving others, you probably have a
hard time letting go of hurt, you have a hard time of forgiving a grudge, the
possibility is that you yourself don't really feel forgiven.
If I don't
feel forgiven, I don't want you to feel forgiven.
If I don't
feel grace, I'm certainly not going to be very gracious to you.
If I don't
feel set free from the things I've done wrong, I certainly don't want you
feeling forgiven about the things that you have done wrong to me.
I need to
realize that I'm living in the presence of God's love and grace because God has
forgiven all the things I deserve to be punished for. God's forgiven me. When I remember that, it makes me want to be
a little bit more forgiving.
You will
never have to forgive anybody more than God has already forgiven you. God will always forgive you more than you
forgive anybody else.
God has
already forgiven me and you.
2. BECAUSE RESENTMENT DOESN'T WORK
Actually
it's very self destructive.
It's
counterproductive.
Resentment
always hurts you more than anybody else.
If anybody
in the Bible has the right to be resentful it was Job.
But three times
in the book of Job we're told that resentment doesn't work.
Job 5:2
"To
worry yourself to death with resentment would be a foolish, senseless thing to
do."
It's foolish
and it's senseless. It's illogical, it's
irrational, it's dumb.
The author
of Ecclesiastes (7:9) writes: "It's foolish to hold a grudge."
No matter
how resentful you are, no matter how bitter you are toward that person who hurt
you: (mother, father, ex-husband or wife, that person at school, that former
friend who betrayed you) all the resentment in the world is not going to change
the past.
It's not
going to change anything.
It's
stewing without doing.
All the
resentment in the world will never solve the problem. All the resentment in the world, in fact,
never hurts that person, it just hurts you.
Research has
shown over and over, that the single most destructive emotion is resentment,
bitterness, being unforgiving.
When you
hold on to resentment, you only hurt yourself.
3. BECAUSE GOD IS CLEAR, IF I FAIL TO FORGIVE
OTHERS, I WILL NOT BE FORGIVEN
Jesus says
it like this in Matthew 6:14-15 (the Message)
there
is a connection between what God does and what you do. You can’t get
forgiveness from God, for instance, without also forgiving others. If you
refuse to do your part, you cut yourself off from God’s part.
Jesus is
saying we cannot receive what we're unwilling to give.
That's just
the way it works.
I've talked
to many people over the years about letting go of hurt.
I've heard
this many, many times, "You just don't understand.
You don't know my hurt.
You don't know how that parent hurt
me.
You don't know how for years and years
I was abused."
You're
right. I don't know.
But God says:
for your own sake you need to learn to let go.
You're not helping the situation by holding on to the hurt. When you hold on to a hurt, you're still
allowing somebody in the past to continue to hurt you. That's your choice. They can't continue to hurt you unless you
choose to allow it.
So how does
one forgive?
Our story
begins this morning with the disciples hiding — scared to death — that the fate
that has happened to their friend Jesus is going to happen to them also. They had given up everything that they had to
follow this man Jesus — they banked their whole lives on him — and now — now
Jesus is dead
They
obviously did not believe Mary Magdalene’s insistence that Jesus had risen from
the dead. Their fear and unbelief left them literally separated from the
community, secluded in a locked room, much like fear and unwillingness to
forgive can separate us from our own families and communities. Then, Jesus
appears, wishing them peace.
There is a
great story in the Book of Joy:
Anthony Ray
Hinton spent thirty years on death row for a crime he did not commit. He was working in a locked factory at the
time of the crime that he was accused of.
When he was arrest in Alabama, he was told by the police officers that
he was going to jail because he was black.
Anthony Ray
Hinton spent 30 years in a five-by-seven cell in solitary confinement, allowed
out of the cell for only one hour a day!
Can you
imagine the anger — the bitterness that had to go through Anthony Ray Hinton's
mind every single day that he spent in solitary confinement?
Forgiveness
is hard!
I don’t know
what else to say!
How do I let
go of the anger that I hold toward those who have wronged me?
How do I
accept forgiveness from somebody that I have wronged?
How do I
accept God’s gift of forgiveness to me?
Let’s go
back to our story:
The
disciples are hiding in a locked room — thinking that it's over — their dreams
— their hopes — everything had died with Jesus on that cross.
Suddenly —
what must seem to them as a ghost comes into the room — right through the
locked door — and when this “ghost” speaks to them he says “peace be with you”.
Now I don’t
know much — but what I do know is that the disciples did not feel peace at that
moment!
Jesus says
to them again: “Peace be with you. As
the father sent me, so I send you.” But
this time he does something more: Then he took a deep breath and breathed into
them. "Receive the Holy Spirit," he said. "If you forgive someone's sins, they're
gone for good. If you don't forgive sins, what are you going to do with
them?"
When Jesus
breathed on them, and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit” — the disciples
physically felt the breath of God on them, and then they heard the command to
accept the Spirit.
As soon as
he gives them the Spirit by deed and word, Jesus provides instructions on what
to do with it:
they
have the power of forgiveness, as well as the choice of whether or not to use
it (John 20:23).
WOW!
The good
news is that you have received that same gift from God.
It is a free
gift from God.
We have that
same choice today.
We can
forgive — or we can continue to hang on to the hurts and frustrations that hold
us locked into our room — afraid!
Remember Anthony
Ray Hinton?
During his time on death row, Hinton became a counselor and
friend not only to the other inmates, fifty-four of whom were put to death, but
to the death row guards, many of whom begged Hinton’s attorney to get him out.
When a unanimous Supreme Court ruling ordered his release, he was finally able to walk free. “One does not know the value of freedom until one has it taken away
When a unanimous Supreme Court ruling ordered his release, he was finally able to walk free. “One does not know the value of freedom until one has it taken away
When Hinton was interviewed on the show 60 Minutes, the
interviewer asked whether he was angry at those who had put him in jail. He
responded that he had forgiven all the people who had sent him to jail. The
interviewer incredulously asked, “But they took thirty years of your life—how
can you not be angry?”
Hinton responded, “If I’m angry and unforgiving, they will have taken the rest of
my life.”
Hinton responded, “If I’m angry and unforgiving, they will have taken the rest of
my life.”
Unforgiveness robs us of our ability to enjoy and appreciate
our life, because we
are trapped in a past filled with anger and bitterness. Forgiveness allows us to move beyond the past and appreciate the present.
Hinton is a powerful example of the ability to respond with joy despite the most horrendous circumstances. As he was driving in a taxi in New York, he said, “The world didn’t give you your joy, and the world can’t take it away. You can let people come into your life and destroy it, but I refused to let anyone take my joy. I get up in the morning, and I don’t need anyone to make me laugh. I am going to laugh on my own, because I have been blessed to see another day, and when you are blessed to see another day that should automatically give you joy.
“I don’t walk around saying, ‘Man, I ain’t got a dollar in my pocket.’ I don’t care
about having a dollar in my pocket, what I care about is that I have been blessed
to see the sun rise. Do you know how many people had money but didn’t get up this morning? So, which is better—to have a billion dollars and not wake up, or to be broke and wake up? I’ll take being broke and waking up any day of the week. I told the CNN interviewer in June that I had three dollars and fifty cents in my pocket and for some reason that day I was just the happiest I have ever been. She said, ‘With three dollars and fifty cents?’ I said, ‘You know, my mom never raised us to get out there and make as much money as we can. My mom told us about true happiness. She told us that when you are happy, then when folks hang around you they become happy.’
are trapped in a past filled with anger and bitterness. Forgiveness allows us to move beyond the past and appreciate the present.
Hinton is a powerful example of the ability to respond with joy despite the most horrendous circumstances. As he was driving in a taxi in New York, he said, “The world didn’t give you your joy, and the world can’t take it away. You can let people come into your life and destroy it, but I refused to let anyone take my joy. I get up in the morning, and I don’t need anyone to make me laugh. I am going to laugh on my own, because I have been blessed to see another day, and when you are blessed to see another day that should automatically give you joy.
“I don’t walk around saying, ‘Man, I ain’t got a dollar in my pocket.’ I don’t care
about having a dollar in my pocket, what I care about is that I have been blessed
to see the sun rise. Do you know how many people had money but didn’t get up this morning? So, which is better—to have a billion dollars and not wake up, or to be broke and wake up? I’ll take being broke and waking up any day of the week. I told the CNN interviewer in June that I had three dollars and fifty cents in my pocket and for some reason that day I was just the happiest I have ever been. She said, ‘With three dollars and fifty cents?’ I said, ‘You know, my mom never raised us to get out there and make as much money as we can. My mom told us about true happiness. She told us that when you are happy, then when folks hang around you they become happy.’
“I just look at all the people who have so much but they are
not happy. Yes, I did
thirty long years, day for day, in a five by seven, and you have got some people that have never been to prison, never spent one day or one hour or one minute, but they are not happy. I ask myself, ‘Why is that?’ I can’t tell you why they are not happy, but I can tell you that I’m happy because I choose to be happy.”
thirty long years, day for day, in a five by seven, and you have got some people that have never been to prison, never spent one day or one hour or one minute, but they are not happy. I ask myself, ‘Why is that?’ I can’t tell you why they are not happy, but I can tell you that I’m happy because I choose to be happy.”
God is here
today — he has walked through those back doors and what he desires more than
anything else is to breathe on you his breath of life — his breathe of
forgiveness.
What you do
with it is up to you, but Joy is found when we let go of the hate and
bitterness and learn to forgive.
So quickly,
let me give you a couple of suggestions on how to forgive.
First,
recognize that we are all imperfect.
When we are
filled with anger and bitterness toward somebody, we tend to lose our
perspective about them.
When we're
filled with resentment and bitterness and hurt, we tend to dehumanize the
offender.
We treat them like an animal.
We demonize them.
We forget that they're a human being
too.
The truth is
we all sin and are capable of hurting others.
Every one of
us have intentionally wronged other people in our lives.
Recognizing
that we are all imperfect can help set us on the path of forgiveness, because
we are all in need of forgiveness.
Second, let
go of your right to get even.
This is the
heart of forgiveness. This is what
forgiveness is all about.
James Dobson
once said: “Forgiveness is not taking the revenge your entitled to.”
The second
step in forgiveness and what forgiveness really is, is when I say, "I give
up my right to get even with you. You
deserve to be hurt back but I'm not going to do it. You deserve to be retaliated against, but I'm
not going to do it. You deserve to be
punished, and I deserve to get even, but I'm going to give up that right."
Your
resentment doesn't work.
Your
resentment keeps you from being forgiven.
Your
resentment keeps you unhealthy.
How often do
I have to do that? How often do I have
to release my right to get even with the person who's hurt me? As often as the hurt memory comes back. Every time you start to get resentful again,
you have to do it again.
Forgiveness
is not a onetime shot where you say, "You're forgiven" and you never
think about it again. If you've ever
been deeply hurt you know that doesn't work.
You can forgive a person and really mean it and five minutes later -- or
five seconds later -- feel the pain again and think, "I don't know if I
want to forgive them or not." You
do it over and over. Forgiveness is not a one shot deal. It's a repeated act of saying, "I give
up my right to get even."
Jesus taught
this. "Peter asked, `Lord, how
often should I forgive someone who sins against me? Seven times?' [Peter thinks he's being
real generous here!] `No,' Jesus
replied, `seventy times seven!'"
In
other words an infinite number. Don't
even try to count it.
Every time
you remember that hurt you must forgive them again and again until you know
that you've released it.
Third,
respond to the evil with good.
How do you
know when you've fully released someone?
When you can understand their hurt and
when you can pray for them.
Luke 6, "Do
good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who
mistreat you.
There's no
way you can do that on your own power.
Humanly
speaking, you don't have enough love and forgiveness and joy in your life from
the human standpoint to continually forgive everybody who's hurt you.
The only way
you can do that is if you get Jesus in your life and He fills you with His love
and His peace and His forgiveness because human love runs out.
If you want
to experience the freedom of forgiveness, there's a fourth step and you have to
take this one too.
Fourth, You
have to move on.
Stop
focusing on the offense.
Stop focusing
on the hurt.
Stop
focusing on the person who has offended me.
Instead
begin to focus on moving forward in your life.
As long as
you continue to focus on that person who has hurt you they control you.
Back when I
started Celebration Church I lead numerous Divorce Recovery Workshops. One women who came through the program was
elderly (probably my age now) --- in talks with her, her divorce seemed like it
was fairly recent (my guess in the prior year or two).
At the last
workshop, I would lead the participants on a guided meditation, inviting them
to say to the person who hurt them all the things that they wish that they had
said --- and then say goodbye.
Later, in
talking with this woman, she shared how for the first time she felt freed from
her anger. That for thirty years, her
ex-husband was still hurting her because she had refused to let go and move on.
Until she
let go, she was allowing him to continue her pain, anger and unhappiness.
One of the
most powerful prayers in the Christian tradition is what we call the Lord's
Prayer. Have you ever really paid
attention to what you say?
What I
dislike about the Lord’s Prayer the most is when is says: that God will forgive
me my sins only to the extent that I forgive others their sins against me.
I would
probably be more comfortable if the line went, "Forgive us our sins BETTER
THAN we forgive those who sin against us."
But that is
clearly not what it says — nor what Jesus intends.
Jesus knows
that the only way we can find joy is to let go and move on.
And
that is forgiveness.
Let me close
with these words, written at least three thousand years ago and eventually
called Psalm 103:
GOD is sheer mercy and grace;
not
easily angered, he's rich in love.
He doesn't endlessly nag and scold,
nor
hold grudges forever.
He doesn't treat us as our sins
deserve,
nor
pay us back in full for our wrongs.
As high as heaven is over the earth,
so
strong is his love to those who fear him.
And as far as sunrise is from sunset,
he
has separated us from our sins.
As parents feel for their children,
GOD
feels for those who fear him.