John 1:1-5, 14
(NRSV)
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God,
and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into
being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come
into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light
shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.
And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have
seen his glory, the glory as of a father’s only son, full of grace and
truth.
In the beginning was the Word, and
the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God.
All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into
being
So John begins the famous prologue to his Gospel. A Gospel that is concerned to help us
understand that Jesus is "the Word (that) became flesh and lived among
us."
In mid September 2008, about 11 inches of rain fell over Northwest
Indiana in a very brief period of time.
The result of that rain was flooding that had not been seen in the
region in most people's lifetimes. The storm,
which was remnants of hurricane Ike, caused 2 deaths in the region and over
26,000 FEMA applications.
I will never forget how in the days following the storm we
struggled to figure out how in the world we --- as individuals, communities of
faith, along with the business community could help.
I was at a Chamber of Commerce meeting the following week
when someone came up to me and asked; "where was God in the storm?" I invited them to come with me after the
meeting across the street to the Munster High School which was being used as an
emergency shelter and as we walked through, and see all the people being helped
I said: "There, there is God!"
I want to be very clear about something --- I DO NOT BELIEVE
THAT GOD CAUSES DISASTERS --- I know some that religious leaders have been
known to proclaim that God does do that. But --- I DON'T BELIEVE IT! What I have come to believe, is that God
gives us the opportunity to respond to the hard places in our lives.
And when we try to understand what it means that God
"became flesh and lived among us" I think many of us struggle with
that concept when things become difficult.
When things are beautiful, when we seem to have the world at
our fingertips, God seems everywhere.
Every Sunset
is the presence of God
Every baby is
the presence of God
Every good
thing that happens we can sense God in the midst of it
BUT, when things don't go the way that we expect --- then we
often wonder --- "Where is God."
Without a doubt, one of my favorite passages of scripture is
the 139th Psalm.
I imagine many of you know it as well.
Psalm 139 NRSV
O LORD, you have searched me and known me. {2} You know when I sit down
and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from far away. {3} You search out
my path and my lying down, and are acquainted with all my ways. {4} Even before
a word is on my tongue, O LORD, you know it completely. {5} You hem me in, behind
and before, and lay your hand upon me. {6} Such knowledge is too wonderful for
me; it is so high that I cannot attain it. {7} Where can I go from your spirit?
Or where can I flee from your presence? {8} If I ascend to heaven, you are
there; if I make my bed in Sheol, you are there. {9} If I take the wings of the
morning and settle at the farthest limits of the sea, {10} even there your hand
shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me fast. {11} If I say,
"Surely the darkness shall cover me, and the light around me become
night," {12} even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is as bright
as the day, for darkness is as light to you.
If we read Psalm 139
carefully, we may be surprised by what the Psalmist writes.
The Psalmist does
not seem to raise the question of “Where is God, or where can I find God in the
midst of all my troubles” which is the question that we often ask; instead the
Psalmist seems to declare that there is no way to escape from the presence of
the living God.
This is a God who
permeates all of human existence, from the heights of joy to the depths of
despair.
I can't tell you how
many times I have sat with a family in the midst of tragedy over the past 30
years. And I have no doubt over the next
few years; I will sit with some of you who are here today.
And when we confront
these difficult moments, the question that often seems to be asked is WHY?
Why does God allow
these terrible injustices to happen?
Where is God? Why does it feel
that God has left us in the midst of our grief?
Can any of you
honestly tell me that at one time or another that you haven't cried out like
Jesus did from the cross:
My God, My God, Why have you forgotten
me?
My first memory of
the 139th Psalm is from a sermon my father preached the week my brother was
diagnosed with a tumor --- and days before they surgically attempted to remove
the mass from his stomach.
The Thursday before
he preached on this passage he got a phone call from my 22 year old brother
Stewart and this is what he said:
"Dad, the doctor has just called to tell me that I have a stomach
tumor, and that I must go as soon as possible to see a specialist.”
Can you imagine
having to stand in front of close to a thousand people three days later and
preach from this passage?
To try and answer
the question: WHERE ARE YOU GOD?
In that sermon he
said:
In that moment the world seemed to stand still and my life changed
forever. Of all the bad things that I had feared might happen to Stewart as he
grew up, it had never occurred to me that he might have cancer. Young people
have accidents, get into trouble with drugs, but they do not have stomach
cancer. By the end of the week we had discovered that Stewart had a large tumor
in his stomach, ulcerated and bleeding, probably malignant. On Monday, Stewart
will have surgery in a heroic attempt to remove this tumor.
And so now I cried out the words that I had heard on the lips of so many
of you, “Where is God”. “Why is this
happening to a young man who is so full of life, who loves people so much, who
is preparing himself for a life of service as a teacher?”
I do not know why this is happening. It seems so unfair, so devoid of
meaning. I struggle to try and understand because if I can understand the “Why”
then I will have a source of power to cope with this terrible event.
Despite what a few
television evangelist try to tell us, and contrary to the very early Jewish
belief that God rewarded good people and punished the wicked (--- using
whatever means God wished --- weather, war, illness); Jesus, and even Judaism
itself, turned that notion on its head.
Jesus very clearly
reminds us that God does not cause evil.
In Matthew (5:45) Jesus
tells us:
for (God) makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and
sends rain on the righteous and on the unrighteous.
Yet, as a 25 year
old seminary student I had to wonder.
Is that really how it works?
I read and re-read
the book of Job trying to find an answer.
Where God, where are
you?
Why is this
happening?
What did I do to
cause this?
I am sure many of
you have heard of Thomas Aquinas --- probably nobody has helped to shape Roman
Catholic theology as much as Aquinas and he certainly is still a major
influence in our world today.
He was without a
doubt one of the greatest intellects to ever live.
Thomas lived during
the thirteenth century and wrote one of the greatest systematic theological
works called the "Summa Theology."
Aquinas was a part
of the tradition of scholasticism and wrote about how God could be known
through the intellect simply by reason. For
Aquinas the final and complete
revelation of God is found in Jesus as his story is recorded in the Gospels.
On December 6th, 1273, while Thomas was at the Dominican
convent of Naples in the chapel of Saint Nicholas, after Mass, Thomas was found
to be lingering in prayer with tears before an icon of the crucified Christ.
Something happened, but no one knows because Thomas Aquinas never spoke of it.
But whatever it was it was so profound and life changing
that when his aide asked him to return to work on his Summa he refused and
said: "Reginald, I cannot, because all that I have written seems like
straw to me"
And Thomas Aquinas
wrote no more on his great work of theology.
Apparently in that
unexpected religious experience, he had encountered a reality that was beyond
description.
I know you have all
heard of Sigmund Freud, the Jewish Austrian neurologist and the founder
of psychoanalysis
Freud regarded God as an illusion, based on the infantile
need for a powerful father figure. Religion,
in his mind, was a necessary creation to help restrain violent impulses earlier
in the development of civilization --- but it could now be set aside in favor
of reason and science.
Carl Jung was a
disciple of Freud, and was the son of a Lutheran pastor.
Jung disagreed with
Freud over the issue of God.
Jung believed that
there is more to the universe than mere material things, that religion is not a
human creation but a human response to the spiritual realities that inhabit the
universe, that there is a Great Spirit that we can experience and know.
When Carl Jung was
seventy years of age he had a massive heart attack and for several weeks
lingered between life and death.
During this time, he
had a dream or a vision.
In the dream Jung
thought that he was standing at the very portals of eternity, a doorway that
entered into a great celestial room. The room was filled with light, and Jung
believed that when he passed through those portals that he would enter into
life eternal and that he would know all things, peace and joy.
Jung desperately
wanted to go through that door, but just as he was going through the door, his
doctor came into the dream and said: “Dr. Jung, there is a great protest on
earth, a great protest against your leaving, you must return.”
Jung lingered for
three weeks between life and death, until he rather sorrowfully chose to return
at seventy years of age.
He lived on for
another eighteen years and in those eighteen years he produced his life's
greatest work, and rose to become a man of great influence.
Then at the age of
87, amidst visions of glory and light, he died.
Jung once was asked
on a radio interview on BBC the question:
“Do you believe in God?”
And Jung, on the
basis of his experience, replied with these words:
"Difficult to answer, I know.
I don't need to believe. I know."
In a near death
experience, this great psychiatrist came to meet and know “The God Who Comes,”
an experience that gave new direction and purpose to the last 18 years of his
life.
As I wrestled with
WHY, why would God allow a 22 year old, with so much life ahead of him get
cancer? I found no answers.
It was only later
that I learned I was asking the wrong questions.
But in the midst of
this tragedy in my family's life I found the more important answer.
As I cried: "My
God, My God, Why have you forgotten me?" I came to realize that God hadn't
forgotten me.
No matter where I
tried to flee --- God was there.
Where can I go from your spirit? Or where can I flee from your presence?
{8} If I ascend to heaven, you are there; if I make my bed in Sheol, you are
there. {9} If I take the wings of the morning and settle at the farthest limits
of the sea, {10} even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall
hold me fast. {11} If I say, "Surely the darkness shall cover me, and the
light around me become night," {12} even the darkness is not dark to you;
the night is as bright as the day, for darkness is as light to you.
I came to see that I
was in love with a God who Comes --- a God who was willing to cry as deeply as
I cried.
But I also came to
see, that God was real in so many different people who also surrounded me.
When Stewart got
sick, I was serving two little churches in North Carolina.
I have never
experienced grace like they shared with me --- and I will forever be indebted
to them for showing me a God who comes.
And then, the day
before Stewart died and again a couple of days after his death, I was blessed
with profound, unimaginable, unexplainable experiences of God.
I will share them with you at some point, but when I do, I will be
honest, I really cannot put the experiences to words that truly describe them.
(I almost feel silly when I share them.)
But in both cases
--- I awoke knowing that God was right there with me.
John wants us to
know that we have a God who loves us so much, that he took on human form to
come and be with us.
The truth is: John's
description is beyond words.
At the end of the
day, I can stand with Carl Young and say: I don't believe, I know, I know.
Carlos Carretto in
his book: The God Who Comes, puts it this way"
"God has already come, and yet He is coming and He will come, as the
kingdom which is already within us while we march towards Him."
May you too
experience, not just in days of joy --- but days of sorrow as well --- a God
who has come and dwells among us.
Audio version is available at: http://meridianstreet.org/sermons/
Audio version is available at: http://meridianstreet.org/sermons/
1 comment:
Hi Steve, Glad I can hook up with you once and a while this way.
Gene Coleman
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