Showing posts with label Courage. Show all posts
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Sunday, March 28, 2021

Again & Again: We Draw on Courage

 John:12:1-19       Common English Bible

Six days before Passover, Jesus came to Bethany, home of Lazarus, whom Jesus had raised from the dead. Lazarus and his sisters hosted a dinner for him. Martha served and Lazarus was among those who joined him at the table. Then Mary took an extraordinary amount, almost three-quarters of a pound, of very expensive perfume made of pure nard. She anointed Jesus’ feet with it, then wiped his feet dry with her hair. The house was filled with the aroma of the perfume. Judas Iscariot, one of his disciples (the one who was about to betray him), complained, “This perfume was worth a year’s wages! Why wasn’t it sold and the money given to the poor?” (He said this not because he cared about the poor but because he was a thief. He carried the money bag and would take what was in it.)


Then Jesus said, “Leave her alone. This perfume was to be used in preparation for my burial, and this is how she has used it. You will always have the poor among you, but you won’t always have me.”


Many Jews learned that he was there. They came not only because of Jesus but also to see Lazarus, whom he had raised from the dead. The chief priests decided that they would kill Lazarus too. It was because of Lazarus that many of the Jews had deserted them and come to believe in Jesus.


The next day the great crowd that had come for the festival heard that Jesus was coming to Jerusalem. They took palm branches and went out to meet him. They shouted,


“Hosanna!

Blessings on the one who comes in the name of the Lord!

    Blessings on the king of Israel!”


Jesus found a young donkey and sat on it, just as it is written,


Don’t be afraid, Daughter Zion.

        Look! Your king is coming,

            sitting on a donkey’s colt.


His disciples didn’t understand these things at first. After he was glorified, they remembered that these things had been written about him and that they had done these things to him.


The crowd who had been with him when he called Lazarus out of the tomb and raised him from the dead were testifying about him. That’s why the crowd came to meet him, because they had heard about this miraculous sign that he had done. Therefore, the Pharisees said to each other, “See! You’ve accomplished nothing! Look! The whole world is following him!”




What is the most challenging thing that you have ever done?


What required the most courage?


I remember clearly --- November 11 and 12th, 1989.


Nancy and I were the parents of a one-and-a-half-year-old baby --- living in a new community.


Late in the afternoon on November 11th --- it was a stormy night --- rain, lightening, high winds --- Nancy and I went to the Warsaw Community WMCA, gathering with a few volunteers to help set up chairs for the inaugural worship service for Celebration United Methodist Church.


We had made 35,000 phone calls ---- sent out thousands of letters --- drank more coffee with folk than I ever imagined possible --- with the hopes that interested people would show up.


The runway was not very long --- the conference provided enough funds for one year --- and then the funds would drop dramatically --- we were expected to become self-sustaining very quickly.


I will never forget that day --- even as I speak of it right now --- my stomach gets into knots.


I had no idea if it would work.


I was trying to start a more open congregation in a very conservative community.


As I made those phone calls --- what I heard over and over again was --- “you don’t want me – I am divorced.”  


Even though I had only been in town since June --- churches in the community were attacking me and this none-existent church from the pulpit saying that I was soft on sin – since I kept reaching out and welcoming those who had been kicked out of those churches, primarily for getting divorced.


As we finished setting up the gym with 250 chairs, I wondered --- no --- I worried --- would anyone show up?


By the time we finished --- and we headed to my car to go home and try to get some sleep --- knowing I would have to be there at 6am to turn the heat on in the gym ---

the rain had stopped 

--- and right there in front of me was the most beautiful rainbow I had ever seen.


As I got into my car --- I broke down into tears.


Four years earlier --- my brother had died on this very day.


And as I sat there, I was able to thank God for sending me this sign --- this sign that everything was going to be OK --- even if I wasn’t completely sure all the time.


The gospels don’t recount any rainbows in the sky during this last week of Jesus earthly life.


Yet again and again --- we will be reminded that in the midst of all that is taking place --- God is there to fortify our courage.


As Jesus stood on the top of the Mount of Olives --- a place many of us stood just last year --- and as he looked over the beloved holy city of Jerusalem --- one has to wonder what Jesus was feeling.


Was he afraid?


He certainly knew what the likely outcome was.

DEATH

Death by torture on a cross.


John tells us that Jesus has just reminded his followers that his fate would be death.


If you follow Jesus’ story this week, the gospels tell us that it was a roller coaster ride --- not only for Jesus, but also for those who were with him.


It all began on what we call Palm Sunday.


The Rev. Denise Anderson defines what transpires on this Sunday as political theater.

She writes:

We begin the high drama of Holy Week with a reading in three parts.


. . . Everyone’s motivations are exposed and the week’s events foreshadowed.


. . . All eyes right now are on Jesus. That’s a problem for the chief priests, who then set their eyes on Lazarus to undermine Jesus. We witness what is both secret and open.


. . . Everything is now set in motion. Jesus’ entry into Jerusalem is a spectacle. It’s a protest, a counternarrative to the Empire’s extravagance and repression. It happens opposite the Roman governor’s own parade into Jerusalem for the Passover. It’s the people’s declaration of a different reign. The use of a donkey is Messianic imagery. This is political theater, and it would ramp up the plots against Jesus’ life.


. . . When we consider the full Palm Sunday picture, these are frightful times. So much is happening that is both hopeful and terrifying. Tensions and tears are plentiful. But the Word will remind us to “take heart.”


Again and again, we take heart amid the drama. The script is unsettling, but we have not yet reached “The End.”


We can look back on it and see the ways that John and the other gospel writers tells the story as theater, but I believe there was much more going on.


Rev. Anderson alludes to it, but one of the most provocative and profound looks at this last week of Jesus’ life is Borg and Crossan’s The Last Week.


They wrote the book, in many ways, as a counter narrative to the story that Mel Gipson presented in the movie The Passion of the Christ.


They write:  

“We intend . . . to tell and explain, against the backdrop of Jewish high-priestly collaboration with Roman imperial control, the last week of Jesus’s life on earth as given in the Gospel According to Mark. . . . Mark tells us how the story of Jesus was told around the year 70.  As such, it is not ‘straightforward history,’ but, like all the gospels, a combination of history remembered and history interpreted.”


Imagine, if you can . . . a ragtag group of peasants --- gathering together on the top of the Mount of Olives.

Across the valley is the Temple --- the dwelling of God on the earth.

The center of the world --- if not the universe


This group of peasants had made their way with other pilgrims, coming to Jerusalem to celebrate the Passover

The Passover --- the celebration of liberation from Egypt, the promise of a homeland --- the acknowledgment that the Jewish people are chosen by God


They had come from the Galilee --- about 100 miles north of Jerusalem


As they looked at the Temple, off in the distance, Jesus climbed upon a donkey and began the decent into the Kidron Valley and then back up into Jerusalem.


People came and began shouting Hosanna.


“Hosanna!

Blessings on the one who comes in the name of the Lord!

    Blessings on the king of Israel!”


And they took branches of palm trees and began to wave them as the shouted all the louder:

HOSANNA


Without a doubt --- the leaders of the temple and the Roman officials, charged with keeping the peace --- were keeping an eye on this motley crew.


But at the same time --- something else was going on.

Another parade was taking place on the opposite side of the city.


Pontius Pilate --- the Roman Governor was entering the city from the West.

Pilate had traveled with Roman imperial troops from Caesarea Maritima to provide a military presence during this Jewish festival.


Jesus’ procession seemed to be proclaiming the idea of a Kin-dom of God --- a kin-dom that lifted up the poor and impoverished, that equalized the marginalized and excluded.


Pilate too proclaimed his reality --- Pilate came proclaiming the might and power of the Roman Empire.


Jesus, I am convinced knew what he was doing --- 

I am not sure he fully understood the consequences of what he was doing.


Jesus rode in on a donkey, and Matthew reminds us this was to fulfill a prophecy found in Zechariah.

Rejoice greatly, Daughter Zion.

        Sing aloud, Daughter Jerusalem.

Look, your king will come to you.

        He is righteous and victorious.

        He is humble and riding on an ass,

            on a colt, the offspring of a donkey.   (Zechariah 9:9 CEB)



It is the very next verse --- Zechariah tells us what kind of King --- Jesus will be:

He will cut off the chariot from Ephraim

        and the warhorse from Jerusalem.

The bow used in battle will be cut off;

        he will speak peace to the nations.

His rule will stretch from sea to sea,

        and from the river to the ends of the earth.  (Zechariah 9:10 CEB)


This is a king who will banish war

No more chariots

No more war-horses

No more bows

This will be a king of peace!


Knowing this --- it took great courage to climb aboard that donkey and ride into the city amid the Hosanna’s and palm branches.


But again and again --- we see the presence of God --- giving Jesus AND US --- the courage we need to stand up against injustice.


On March 3rd, 2019 I stood in this very pulpit and preached the scariest sermon of my life.

(https://smconger.blogspot.com/2019/03/grace-upon-grace.html)


Like November 14-15 thirty years earlier --- this is burned into my memory.


Earlier that week, the Special Session of the General Conference of the UMC meet in Saint Louis and strengthened the discriminatory and (to me) evil language found in the Book of Disciple.


I knew that I would have to address it on the next Sunday --- and I knew --- that some people would be very unhappy about what I would say.


I wrestled with God in ways that I had never done before.

Would I play it safe and not speak what I have come to believe?

Or

Would I say what God seemed to be putting on my heart?


I didn’t sleep the night before church on the 3rd.

I wrote --- threw out and wrote again my sermon --- repeatedly.


Could I, would I --- say what I believed?


I invite you to go back and read that sermon.

I believe it was the best I have ever preached

It has been read almost 900 times on my blog 

--- I have no idea how many times on the church website


I titled it Grace upon Grace --- an illusion to John 1:16 and a constant theme of my theology professor Tom Langford.


Since then the past two years have been ones of constant turmoil

There are no easy answers as we try to expand the table to include everyone.

The signs we have put up to show: we welcome all --- over the past two years have been vandalized or stolen


I remember while in seminary, Dr Langford shared with a class an early draft of a book that he was working on --- I don't believe it was ever published --- but it was entitled GRACE UPON GRACE


It was his premise that God's grace is sufficient

That God is big enough to defend God's self and it was our job to invite people in


One of the things that has always struck me is the idea that some people actually see God's love as being somewhat limited.  

If God loves you --- there might not be enough for me.


But there is grace upon grace --- sufficient for all of creation 

--- our job is to humbly accept it and to invite others to experience it.


When you come to God's table, I hope you understand that:

          NO ONE HERE MERITS BEING INVITED

But just the same, God invites you.


As long as I am pastor at Meridian Street UMC, this table will be open to ALL.

          Straight, gay,

          Married, single, or divorced

          Black, brown, yellow, white or any other color

          Citizen or alien

          Rich or poor

          Sinner or Saint


This table will always be open


And I will do everything that I can to open the doors of the church to all of God's children.


I will support any who believe they are called by God to ministry even if they happen to be LGBTQI+


God's table is big enough --- even if we disagree

No one --- regardless of which side of this issue you are on --- is being excluded from God's table by God

We may exclude ourselves

We may think we are being excluded --- but God excludes NO-ONE!

And I promise to do my best to exclude No-one


Two years ago a devotion was shared prior to a finance meeting that has stuck with me ever since.


He talked about being on a youth retreat when the leader of the retreat, 

as they were sitting in a circle, 

turned to the person that he really disliked and said to them "I love you most of all (and then gave a reason).


As you can imagine, this young person was upset that their leader had made this affirmation to a person that they struggled with, 

because they thought they were loved most of all.  

And for a time he said he sat there in his indignation


But soon, the leader turned to him and said: "I Love You most of all . . ."


I encourage you to think of the biggest sinner you know. 

          Can you see them?

          Can you put them in your minds eye 

If you can't see anyone, then just think of me --- I am a pretty good sinner


And listen as God says to them: "I Love You most of all . . ."


And unless you can hear them say that to the one you really struggle with --- 

I doubt you can really understand or appreciate it when God says to you: "I Love You most of all . . ."


Mark Twain is often credited with saying, but the truth is it more likely was the Rev. Ernest T. Campbell --- 

The two most important days in your life are:

The day you are born

And the day you figure out why.


I am a slow learner --- it has taken a number of events to help me figure out why I was born --- but once I learned it --- it changed the way I live.


Do you have the courage to follow Jesus into Jerusalem?


Do you have the courage --- to stand up for what you know is right?


Again and again --- God gives us the courage and walks with us through the valley and into the Holy City.


Monday, July 15, 2019

The Power of Courage


Changed a bunch of this on the fly Sunday.  You may want to check out the audio recording instead.



Deuteronomy 31:6 (Common English Bible)
Be strong! Be fearless! Don’t be afraid and don’t be scared by your enemies, because the Lord your God is the one who marches with you. He won’t let you down, and he won’t abandon you. 

Hebrews 13:5-6 (Common English Bible)
Your way of life should be free from the love of money, and you should be content with what you have. After all, he has said, I will never leave you or abandon you. This is why we can confidently say,

The Lord is my helper,
    and I won’t be afraid.
What can people do to me?


What does it mean to have courage?

The dictionary defines courage as: “the quality of mind or spirit that enables a person to face difficulty, danger, pain, etc., without fear; bravery.”

·         I have jumped off a cliff into the ocean
·         I have jumped out of a perfectly good airplane
·         I have helped create a non-profit organization that raised over $15 million dollars and helped 3,600 families devastated in flooding caused by Hurricane Ike in 2008
§  In the process, it was the first and only time in my life that an elected official asked me for a bribe
§  I stood up to union workers in NW Indiana in order to help more families and was able to convince them to join us and not fight us
·         I started a church with Nancy, Jessica and a hope and a prayer

By our definition above, I certainly did not demonstrate courage --- because believe me FEAR was a factor in all of them.

On July 20th, 1969 I was at Camp Edwards in East Troy, Wisconsin when we all gathered around a transistor radio to listen in as Neil Armstrong took that first "Giant Leap for Mankind"
Now that took courage --- but again, by our definition, was it courage? 

You could hear the fear in the voices of Mission Control, and Buzz Aldrin and Neil Armstrong when their computer gave them a warning signal shortly before landing on the lunar surface.

So maybe our definition of courage isn’t completely accurate.

In 1953, Paul Tillich wrote: The Courage To Be.

Tillich was consumed with the existential questions of human existence and more specifically what is called ontology --- the study of being.

Since the nineteenth century, belief in God has become more difficult than at any point in human history.

Tillich writes:
“Feuerbach explained God away in terms of the infinite desire of the human heart; Marx explained [God] away in terms of an ideological attempt to rise above the given reality; Nietzsche as weakness of the will to live."

Consequently, we live in an age of unprecedented anxiety he suggests.

Tillich outlines three types of anxiety and offers three ways to display --- what he calls --- the courage to be.

Tillich writes:
We are struck with the anxiety of fate and death --- this is the most basic and universal form of anxiety --- for without God, we cannot be assured that we will continue existing after our bodily deaths.

          It is the recognition of our mortality

We become anxious when we are unsure whether our actions create a causal damnation which leads to a very real and quite unavoidable death

We display courage when we cease to rely on others to tell us what will come of us, (what will happen when we die etc.) and begin seeking those answers out for ourselves.

Tillich call this the "courage of confidence"

Second, we are struck with the anxiety of guilt and condemnation --- we know that without God there can be no assurance about the reality of any moral principle and therefore we cannot perform morally meaningful actions

This anxiety afflicts our moral self-affirmation.

We as humans are responsible for our moral being, and when asked by our judge (whomever that may be) what we have made of ourselves we must answer.
The anxiety is produced when we realize our being is unsatisfactory.

Tillich writes: "It [Nonbeing] threatens man's moral self-affirmation, relatively in terms of guilt, absolutely in terms of condemnation".

We display courage when we first identify our sin; despair or whatever is causing us guilt or afflicting condemnation.

We then rely on the idea that we are accepted regardless.

Again Tillich writes:
"The courage to be is the courage to accept oneself as accepted in spite of being unacceptable".

Third, we are struck with the anxiety of emptiness and meaninglessness --- for without God, we cannot be assured that existence has any real, concrete meaning or purpose.

This Anxiety of Meaninglessness and Emptiness attacks our being as a whole.

We worry about the loss of an ultimate concern, goal or purpose.

This anxiety is also brought on by a loss of spirituality.

We as beings feel the threat of non-being when we feel we have no place or purpose in the world. "It [Nonbeing] threatens [one’s] spiritual self-affirmation, relatively in terms of emptiness, absolutely in terms of meaninglessness".

We display the courage to be when facing this anxiety by displaying true faith, and by again, self-affirming oneself.

We draw from the "power of being" which is God for Tillich and use that faith to in turn affirm ourselves and negate the non-being.

We can find our meaning and purpose through the "power of being".

Tillich writes that the ultimate source of the courage to be is the "God above God," which transcends the theistic idea of God.

Thus for Tillich, courage is the courage to be YOU whom God has created.
          To recognize that God gives us purpose
          To recognize that God accepts us

Or as Krista Tippet described Tillich’s understanding of courage --- courage is about the way that we live our lives --- every day . . .

On June 22, 1996, 18-year-old Keshia Thomas attended a counter rally in her home town of Ann Arbor Michigan

Hundreds of protesters turned out to tell the white supremacist KKK members that they were not welcome in their town.

At one point during the event, a man with a SS tattoo and wearing a t-shirt emblazoned with a Confederate flag ended up on the protesters' side of the fence and a small group began to chase him. He was quickly knocked to the ground and people began kicking and hitting him.

As people began to shout, "Kill the Nazi," 18-year-old Keshia, fearing that mob mentality had taken over, decided to act.

She threw herself on top of the man she had come to protest, protecting him from the blows, and told the crowd that you "can't beat goodness into a person."

In discussing her motivation for this courageous act after the event, she stated,
"Someone had to step out of the pack and say, 'this isn't right'... I knew what it was like to be hurt. The many times that that happened, I wish someone would have stood up for me... violence is violence - nobody deserves to be hurt, especially not for an idea."

Several months after the event, a young man came up to Keshia to say thanks, telling her that the man she had protected was his father.

For Keshia, learning that he had a son brought even greater significance to her heroic act. As she observed,
"For the most part, people who hurt... they come from hurt. It is a cycle. Let's say they had killed him or hurt him really bad. How does the son feel? Does he carry on the violence?"

Mark Brunner, was a student photographer that day and took the now famous photograph, added that what was so remarkable was who Keshia Thomas saved:
"She put herself at physical risk to protect someone who, in my opinion, would not have done the same for her. Who does that in this world?"

COURAGE!

Last Monday evening, a dear friend was invited to sit in front of a camera and tell his story.

To tell why, despite being gay, he had not left the church or the God he loves.

That is courage.

I have never stood up like Keshia did and risked my life, or even really risked my livelihood for someone else.

Throughout the Bible, God promises, not only the Israelites --- but all of us --- that we would never be abandoned.

How in the midst of the Holocaust someone like Eva Kor kept her faith --- I have no idea.
          I have never been challenged like that

          But Keshia and Eva demonstrated amazing courage
Not the courage to jump out of an airplane --- but the courage to live their life fully --- every day

Each morning I read Richard Rohr's daily devotion that comes by email.

The focus has been on prophets lately.

Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the German Lutheran Pastor who was executed by the Nazi's in 1945 at Flossenburg prison camp --- shortly before it was liberated, once wrote:
We live by responding to the word of God . . . since this word is addressed to our entire life, the response, too, can only be an entire one; it must be given with our entire life as it is realized in all our several actions.

Following Christ is a matter of engagement in this world, Bonhoeffer writes:
“living unreservedly in life’s duties, problems, successes and failures, experiences and perplexities. In so doing we throw ourselves completely into the arms of God, taking seriously, not our own sufferings, but those of God in the world . . . That, I think is faith, that is metanoia.” (transformation)

Bonhoeffer like Tillich, came to understand that courage is about the work we do.
          How we live every day

So how do we live courageous lives?

General Tom Jones shared with me a wonderful quick read called: The 10 Second Rule, written by Clare De Graaf

The simple premise of the book is that throughout the day, most of us have impressions that we are to do something --- and we are reasonably certain that it is Jesus that wants us to do it.

It could be an impression to either do something good for someone or it could be a warning about not doing something that would not be honoring to God.

While we can feel the nudge from Jesus, it is amazing how often we almost simultaneously sense another voice whispering: “You don’t have time to do that – helping that person could get messy – you can’t afford to help them right now – it’s okay, one more time won’t kill you – send it, you’ve been wronged!”

And when we listen to that other voice, the moment of opportunity passes (often to our relief).

DeGraaf writes:
Because I knew that almost every decision to obey would cost me something – time, money, embarrassment, inconvenience, or a momentary pleasure denied . . . By choosing not to obey Jesus, I could avoid all of that! As a result, I found myself settling for good enough almost daily – which is kryptonite for any would-be followers of Jesus!

He explains how he learned a simple rule that helped him break that cycle.

He called it:  The 10 Second Rule:
“Just do the next thing you’re reasonably certain Jesus wants you to do.”
(and do it immediately before you change your mind!)

The question remains --- how do we know exactly what Jesus wants us to do!

Most of us have never actually heard God speak.

But, the more we fall in love with Jesus, through prayer and study --- the more confident we can become in responding to the opportunities that DAILY come our way.

Sure, we can never be 100% certain.

But I would suggest that the need for certainty is often the enemy of doing what God wants us to do!

Let’s just say this impression wasn’t from God.
So what?
You’ve still done something good for another human or kept yourself from something harmful. How can that not be the will of God?

This simple rule gives you a place to begin following Jesus, right now – today --- maybe even for the first time.

It’s following Jesus made simple and being led by Jesus, moment by moment, day by day (or even in just the next 10 seconds!).

Jesus said, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.” Luke 9:23.

Simply put, it’s trusting Jesus enough to say “no” to what we want, and “yes” to what Jesus wants.

If you want to know what courage is --- it is saying YES, when the opportunity presents itself later today.

Courage isn’t about BIG, heroic deeds --- it’s not about jumping out of an airplane, or even walking on the moon --- courage is about recognizing that you are a child of God, and as God’s child, you can make a difference every moment of every day in how you live.

I invite you to live courageously!